Wednesday, June 21, 2023

The Purpose of Bootsie Pussywillow Palmer by Rebekah Palmer

Our next prompt is to tell a cat adoption story from the point of view of the cat!! We are called The Cat Chat Writers, so obviously we love cats!! We all thought this would be a fun exercise. :) And our first one is Rebekah's story. A nod to how pets can be a very potent medicine. Enjoy, and please comment!!

Bootsie Pussy Willow Palmer

 The Purpose of Bootsie Pussywillow Palmer by Rebekah Palmer

Trigger Warnings: chronic illness, throwing up

My eyes opened to see a frizzled-haired woman reach her hand towards my head.

"This one's eyes are clear."

She started scratching behind my ears then stroked my back and tickled under my chin. I was then lifted by the man next to her and put into a cardboard box. 

An engine started around me and I was off to start my third life somewhere besides my previous two that had lived out on this farm. Gone was the warmth of my mother's belly, the smell of my siblings, the cows, the hay, and the tepid milk.

The first morning I awoke next to a slight wisp of a girl with yellow, corn silk hair. I smelled myself over. The scent of urine was overwhelming. It wasn't me. The frizzle-haired woman was back again using her hands to tug the soaked sheets off the bed from underneath the girl, whose pictured-outer-fur-of-sorts was sticking to her body, revealing peachy, pale smoothness after it was removed.

I jumped off the bed and went looking for my moist food that had been in the kitchen last night. House life was cushy and barn life was cozy.

Something was terribly wrong with this girl though and I was to be a comfort, I suppose, for her. She seemed a bit frightened of me. My elegant grey fur and white-socked paws were exquisitely coiffed to perfection. I always am a sight to behold, as evidenced by the frizzle-haired woman's earlier exclamation about my eyes.

The sound of water running in the next room alerted me to the girl being cleaned. Humans are silly using water and hard lumps or gooey liquid to make their bodies presentable. I only discovered this having observed the man the other night using the room down the hall for such purposes.

He did not like my cat's eyes assessing his process so I was promptly excused to the girl's room.

While I did live on a farm with smells to revel in, a new smell coming near the girl who had appeared at the kitchen table presented itself to me. It was noxious like cow barn but more like the cow barn was on fire.

The girl was putting small, white pieces in her mouth and drinking from a cup after each piece.

"Do you have all your medicine taken?" from the frizzle-haired woman.

Medicine. Medicine smells badly.

"Gah. Cystagon." The man mumbled as he joined the girl at the table.

"You take it, Dad." The girl responds.

"I do not have Cystinosis." He states.

Whatever this Cystinosis is, this is what is causing the girl to be wet in her bed and swallowing smelly medicine.

Maybe I am to be a better medicine of sorts. A beautiful and playful medicine so the girl will have joy.

I need to give her joy because she suddenly has left the table and loud noises and splashing come from the water room.

"We'll be late for her first day o f Kindergarten. I'll have to give her another dose with apple sauce."

I can give the frizzle-haired woman joy too. So I start playing with her toes.

"Kitty." She smiles and pets me down my back like the first time she saw me open my eyes and look at her. I give her a nibble and lick her hand.

"I like her white paws." The man says.

The girl returns and is sniffling with tears down her cheeks.

"What do you think of the name Bootsie for your kitty? Because she only has white on her paws just like a pair of boots?" The man explains.

"I like it, Dad." The girl rubs her face. "And can her middle name be pussy willow like those grey plants by Grandma's cows? Her fur everywhere else is grey and soft like them!"

Bootsie Pussy Willow Palmer.

Joy has a full name. And it is me. Me that gets to live my third life a contented cat. 



*Cystinosis is an ultra rare disease wherein a defect in the cell's lysosomes causes cystine to accumulate and destroy vital tissue and organs in the body. Manifestations of the disease include massive urinary loss of phosphate, bicarbonate and other crucial electrolytes which are normally absorbed by the renal tubules, rickets, and failure to thrive.

*Cystagon was an early treatment for Cystinosis first available as a liquid then as an oral medication for those diagnosed with the disease. Another form of this medication (using the ingredient cysteamine that causes Cystagon to smell like sulfur) is on the current market called Procysbi. The difference between the two drugs is method of delivery: Cystagon releases in the stomach and Procysbi releases in the small intestine. 

This information can be found in the book Strength: Lives Touched By Cystinosis in the foreword by Dr. Paul Goodyer Professor of Pediatrics and Human Genetics McGill University Health Centre. The anthology is edited and compiled by Amanda Leigh and Amanda Buck. 

Monday, June 5, 2023

What I Need by Amanda Leigh

 

Image by JayMantri from Pixabay

We've been behind on posting our stories, but we are beginning to catch up. So, you will be getting a few stories posted here in June. And many of them shared on social media in June, as well. This is the last of our short stories inspired by songs. This one is by Amanda Leigh. Read all the way to the bottom to find out which song it is inspired by. Leave your guesses in the comments, and let us know if you guessed right!!

What I Need by Amanda Leigh

Soft sheets cling around me, your body heat next to mine, as I stare at the clock on the wall. The soft tick, tick, tick like a bomb set to go off and explode this moment into bits. I know it’s coming, the ring of your phone, that moment when I’ll be left here all alone, and you go running back home to her. I’m waiting for it, even as you press against me once more, waiting for the ring, wishing desperately that I could ignore it. That you would ignore it. She can’t love you the way that I can.

But the ring comes, a blare right through this moment, as I knew it would. I want to say something. I wish you’d stay. I’d get down on my knees and beg and plead. Ask if I give you what you need. Why do you go back to her and leave me? Can’t you leave her and stay with me? I wish you’d see we don’t have to live like this, that you could stay.

I don’t say any of it.

And you get dressed, kiss me, and let yourself out, as I knew you would.

And a week later, there we are again tangled up in bed sheets after making love. But it doesn’t feel like making love, not when you share your love with someone else, and hide me way. From her. From everyone. I ask again when you’ll leave, and you tell me it’s not the right time, that one day that time will come, and you’ll leave her arms forever, to forever be in mine.

But I don’t think I believe you.

I’m tired of waiting for you, and tired of being used like this. It’s too much pain. But still, I don’t stop you when you leave. Or tell you we should stop.

The longer you’re away this time, the more time I have to think. I can’t do this anymore. I’ve thought it before, but my will broke as soon as I saw you. I’m afraid it will this time, too. But I’ve put so much into this, and she still gets the best of you. So when you come calling, as I know you will, I pray I have the strength to tell you.

The next time you show up at my door, I don’t fall to my knees on the floor, beg you to leave her. I stand firm, tall and strong. Tell you this is wrong. We can’t do this anymore. I can’t do this anymore. Why don’t you stay with her? I used to think I couldn’t give you what you need, but now I know it’s the other way around. I know she begs you not to go, and next time she does, don’t leave her to come to me. I’m done with this. I don’t want to live this way, and I don’t have to. Next time you want to be in my bed instead, don’t leave her.

Stay.

 

Inspired by Stay by Sugarland. 

Statues by Amanda Leigh

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